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" I don't know what I do? I donno what I did that? Why I have to pretend to hide myself ? Why I failed what I did ? " So much issues which can not be solve!
All began well, the desire was here, the envy too; lot of cutie words to comfort the other to prove that we were on the same way despite of the several fears ... The thing was done ... I believed that it can be the beginning of a new beautiful thing. But I was wrong! STRONGLY WRONG !

Now I'm terrified of myself. I look at me through the mirror I only see the violent hatred which invaded me little by little! I can not control me at all, my mood change everyday and I donno why !? Each tim I see her, within my body is boilling, it gonna burst, it gonna die ..
Why some people promise? Why they go after? Why they convey some hope to take it back after? And now who is the monster you or me ...
I try to hide the greater part of me : GRIEF, PAIN, SHAME, UNFORTUNE, ... But I can hide my HATRED! If "it" try to approach me, only my eyes can traduct what I have inside and it's not a beautiful thing!

You do not stop to lie and lie again, you dig a deep hole in my heart, like before I dig a hole to enter in your heart.
Why I still love you despite the evil you have done to me ? I don't know .. I DON'T KNOW !!! I try to desapear but such ironical thing, you disapear even before you say it to me ! You continue your life with your dear but you left me alone with my misery, it just destroy me...